Happy Father's Day To All The Super Dads!

June 20Happy Father's Day to my one-of-a-kind father. Last year at this time my brother and I were visiting him in the hospital. We didn't have the easiest relationship but there was a lot of love between us. It took him getting sick for us to finally put it all aside and connect. I still feel like I have a relationship with him. I ask his advice and hear his voice in my head and get angry at him even. It's hard to describe what his presence in my life now feels like. It feels like a blessing. It urges me to be more present, choose more wisely, open my heart to it all--the hard + joyful. I miss him. I'm grateful for memories. His memory gives me the strength I need to live on in my one big beautiful life. It tells me we are not done yet, that there's more there's more there's more....